It seems I’m relying on this blog more and more to vent my frustrations. I really don’t care how many followers I have, it is called Soundboard of a brainwashed mind for christ sake.
So here it goes. It’s times like these where I feel my lowest, like, I should be the guy I used to be. The douche who didn’t give a fuck about anyone, but himself. I haven’t been that guy in a long time and really wouldn’t like to revert to this state, but the nice me of the last 5 years doesn’t seem to be working. I really just want to go back to boozing and womanizing. I know this isn’t the right course of action, but it beats the hell out of how I’ve been feeling of late.